It wasn’t until my time in the Brown/Trinity Rep MFA directing program over a decade later that I finally had the enthusiastic support to interrogate that “classic” American play, bust open its romanization of the “West,” and break down the settler colonial “American dream.” I directed a production of True West with a full cast of color and mixed Black and Indigenous leads. It was a poetic production that reinvigorated that play and gave it a new and deeper meaning that no longer came at the expense of Native people. I remember reading the review and feeling shocked because a white reviewer not only completely understood what I was doing with the production but also celebrated my voice and perspective—the narrative change worked!
I began my journey in the theatre when I was just eight years old. Growing up, my family never patronized the theatre or any live performing arts. It wasn’t accessible to us on our reservation, let alone something we thought was for us, despite being the original storytellers on this land. Once I learned about theatre, I pursued it because it reminded me of our cultural practices of storytelling. I felt like I could maybe belong there. My dad and aunt are singers, and I’d learned so much from them, so I decided to pursue musical theatre. I was so excited to marry music and storytelling, completely naive to the fact that there were no Native musicals at that time—or musicals with non-racist depictions of Native characters. Even so, I kept pursuing musical theatre. At sixteen, auditioning for Snow White, I heard the director (a white man) turn to his assistant during my audition and loudly say, “This is Snow White, not Snow Brown.” But I kept pursuing.
I learned that Broadway, the Broadway every musical theatre girlie dreams about, was founded on the gross misrepresentation of Native peoples and the fetishization of Native women with shows like The Girl of the Golden West by David Belasco, The Squaw Man, and so many more that I really don’t want to list. Still, I kept pursuing.
I am a Native person first, an activist second, and an artist third.
Finally, in my junior year of college, I was told that I “looked like a Puerto Rican, so [I] was hard to cast” during my full faculty review. When I asked if there were any professional Native artists or playwrights that they could point me towards to deepen my education, I was told that I was the only Native theatre artist they knew. It was at that point I stopped pursuing musical theatre and performance in general. The colonial narrative that theatre was not a place for someone like me won again.
I still hold a lot of that narrative trauma. Even though I am currently writing a Native musical intended for Broadway, and I work every day to create opportunities for Native youth to experience a different narrative than I did, the theatre still does not feel like a permanent place for me. I say all the time that I am a Native person first, an activist second, and an artist third. And while that is true for many reasons, one of the biggest is theatre’s continuing colonial narrative. I wish it weren’t. I hope it won’t always be. But it will be until something changes.
Native people are in your audiences, in your classrooms, in your applicant pools, in your Equity Principal Auditions (EPAs), and in your communities. Every single theatre in this country sits on stolen Native land.
However, many celebrated plays and musicals actively harm us. So many beliefs about what theatre can be don’t include Indigenous storytellers and storytelling practices. Many people were never taught the full history of the American theatre—and that’s part of the self-perpetuating cycle that has made the settler colonial narrative so successful.
I have been called in as a consultant more times than I can count, and I always spend the entire time breaking down how and why the colonial narrative exists. Fortunately, many artists and theatres I have worked with take in the understanding and adapt their productions, companies, policies, etc. to be more equitable. Most, but not all. Shifting such a powerful, ingrained narrative is difficult. In every consultation I take and every workshop I teach with Groundwater Arts, I affirm that even though I was born in the Indian hospital on my reservation and raised with my Native family, I too had to change what I understood about the narrative.
Theatre is critical because it is uniquely positioned to spark change through storytelling. Activists, scholars, social scientists, and historians have said over and over that the biggest threat to progress is the narrative we tell ourselves. If we cannot imagine a better world, if we cannot create for ourselves a better narrative, then we cannot take action towards a better existence. Theatre exposes audiences to characters, stories, and transformations that address the current crisis of imagination, encourage conversations, and even ignite action. That is how you influence narrative change! That’s how I did it with True West, and that’s how I’m doing it now with the National New Play Network Rolling World Premiere for my play Haunted, which I wrote with the intention of motivating different communities across the country to engage in Land Back. The play breaks down the narrative that Land Back is too large for one individual to participate in.
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