kara lynch: I have all these multiple practices. Some of them are very quiet and solo, like making a drawing a day. Then some of my practice is working with communities as a cultural organizer, and some of that looks like trying to make a flag with Black people in small rural towns in Oklahoma that have self-governance. Some of that looks like reading elegies for folks who've been murdered in lynchings or extralegal ways. And recently some of that looks like going back to a practice that I had as a young person, which is playing violin and saying “yes” to being a musician in other people's projects.
I come from a video background, video and performance, and the thing about video that I still hold on to, even though I barely ever make video anymore, is the immediacy and intimacy of that medium for me. So that is what happened for me with the violin. The violin is really immediate. You pick it up, you hit the string, you make a move, you make something, whatever it is. So that is what I am going to share with you today.
Recently I was invited by Alicia Grullón, who's a performance artist and cultural organizer in the Bronx who I've known over time, and she put together this project called Cabaret Chispas, which was related to an encuentro that she hosted at her house with water protectors whose background is in Latin America, but they were in the United States. That was eighteen months ago. She had the transcripts, and she felt very strongly that there had to be a way of sharing this with people and also doing something to acknowledge that there is a genocide going on in Palestine and that there are people trying to speak up and that that's very difficult. So, she was looking for musicians, and she had invited me to a new moon fire keeping session and found out from my friend Sujani that I played violin. All of a sudden, I became the bandmaster of an orchestra of no one but me. So I found somebody to join me. From that we made some music, and I learned a bunch of songs, and one of them I made into a loop.
Today I made a new loop to share with you all. I'll show you the invitation for Cabaret Chispas, and then I'll play that piece. Oh, here it is. This is the invitation.
The event happened in this very odd autonomous space that's underneath a major highway. It's underneath the Long Island Expressway, and it's on a creek that's connected to another creek that leads into the East River, or really the Long Island Sound. So it's part of the ocean. You're in this little crevice. It's in an industrial space. But the piece itself was all these testimonials, and it was very beautiful. There are all these different characters and people who showed up and read testimonies from these organizers.
Seema Sueko: That was rich and deep, and it had a big impact on me. Thank you. What came up for me is a long time ago, back when I was in college… both my undergrad and my graduate degrees are in international relations with a particular focus on Middle East politics and with an even deeper focus on the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. In 1993, when I was twenty or twenty-one, I went to Palestine. Listening to your violin, it brought back a very specific incident that happened.
I went on a study abroad program that was hosted by Tel Aviv University. I wanted to go because I'm like, "I'm studying this. Go and see for yourself so it's not just in a book." We had four-day study weeks. On those three-day weekends, I'd go into the West Bank most of the time.
The incident that came up as I was listening to your piece of music is a trip to Nablus, to the An-Najah University. The Israeli government was allowing thirty Palestinian refugees to return from exile. We were going to the university for a celebration to welcome them back. So we took this very long shared taxi, and as your music was playing, I was feeling myself back in that taxi where we're kind of squished together and seeing the countryside.
We finally got to An-Najah University, and the place was surrounded by the Israeli Defense Force soldiers, and they have their M16s, and they're saying, Kulam lech-lecha!—which means “everybody leave!” So we walk all around. We're about fifty yards away from the front gates of the university. My friends start running, and I'm like, "Oh, oh, we're running. Okay, let's run." I'm so naive. Then I hear this yelling in Hebrew, which I perceive as, "Stop!"
I'm very obedient. I turn, stop and see an Israeli soldier pointing his M16 at me. This is the first time I've ever had an experience like this. And I really stopped and stared at him. I thought, "This is how it happens.” I feel my whole body just drop. He starts to laugh at me, and he raises his gun. It's so clear I'm not Palestinian, and I think that's part of why he laughed and raised his gun. What I realized is they were really just wanting to intimidate us. Then I hear my friends. They've made it into the school gates, and they yell, "Seema, run!" So I run and I make it in, and I'm feeling all this numbness.
We go watch the drumline play. The upside down Palestinian flag is up against the wall. Yasser Arafat phones in. My friends tap me on the shoulder and say, "Seema come with us." They take me to the bathroom because what I don't know has happened is I've completely shit myself. When that guy aimed the gun at me and I felt my stomach drop, I shit myself. And with such love and care, these Palestinian women take me into the bathroom, and they say, "Seema, you need to clean yourself up."
They spend the rest of the day with me. We go and we walk around Nablus. At one point, my friend runs across the street and goes into this little store, and she comes back with this little pendant of Handala on a chain. Handala is this cartoon drawing by Naji al-Ali: a little boy with his hands behind his back. It's this Palestinian symbol. She puts it around my neck and she says, "I see you young American woman traveling by yourself. I want to do this." And she says, "Here, we have dual oppression, not just from the Israelis but from our own men, and I give you this Handala so you'll always remember us.” And then she sent me on my way.
So your piece of music brought this memory very much back into focus for me.
kara lynch: Thank you, Seema for taking us with you along the way.
Everybody arts, but nobody really lives on their art.
Seema Sueko: I think you took me with you and joined me back in 1993.
After that trip, I finished my undergrad, and then I went to University of Chicago to study international relations. It was a one-year master's program. It was very theory oriented. I felt so separate from people. I finished my master's degree and started working in the theatre first as an actor.
I ended up in San Diego and started a theatre company. First and foremost, we were going to pay local artists union wages. We would do work that offered significant roles for artists of color and work that allowed us to bring in young people. Then, we borrowed consensus organizing from social work, created this methodology that enabled us to organize with communities around each production. The theatre company was called Mo'olelo Performing Arts Company. Mo'olelo is a Hawaiian word that means “story” or “narrative” or “tale.” We had robustly diverse audiences. Almost every night was sold out, or I should say organized out. It was intentional in the way we organized. The very first play that we did was a play I wrote called Remains in 2004. It was me finally processing my time in Palestine. It took ten years.
So, I ran a theatre company. I went on to work for large theatre companies including Arena Stage and Pasadena Playhouse. When the pandemic hit, I had this big awakening and resigned from Arena and started freelancing as a theatre director and consultant. I moved to Hawaii in 2022 to help my parents who are in their eighties. Initially I went back and forth to the continent for work, but this year I realized I didn't want to be gone for weeks on end. I also got married, and I wanted to nurture that relationship. So, I didn't take any gigs on the continent this year, but I needed to make money, so for eight months this year I worked as a mail carrier for the post office.
kara lynch: That's my dream. I want to know all about it.
Is there a way that I can bring this project to life using elements of alternative economies and worker cooperative methodologies and somehow bring it to life with other artists?
Seema Sueko: It was my fantasy too, because you're just so in community in a real way. It quite honestly was my first time doing an honest-to-god blue collar job. There's so much I loved about it, but it was also tough. You work twelve-hour shifts. You work every weekend too. You never know when your day off will be until the day before. So, I did that for eight months.
Anyway, I am about to start a new job working for the State Foundation on Culture and the Arts, our state’s arts agency here. One of the questions I am living with is, what's the purpose of arts organizations? What's the art ecology and economy here in Hawaii? Because it's different from the continent.
As I look around the islands, everybody here arts. Everybody arts. I like saying it because it sounds like everybody farts: everybody arts and everybody farts. People are involved with music, or they are crafters and makers, or they love pop arts. Everybody arts: the art of lowriders, the art of tattoo. I see it everywhere. So then, what role does a state arts agency play in a place where everybody arts and where professional artists are not well compensated? Everybody arts, but nobody really lives on their art.
A lot of people leave here. We have a lot of Hawaii artists who have been on Broadway and won Tony awards. They don't return if they want to be able to sustain that career. There's one director who returned a couple of decades ago, and now she leads people on forest bathing tours. So if they return, they transform.
There's a project I'm working on, this passion project. There's a Hawaiian novelist named Kiana Davenport, and she wrote this book called Song of the Exile in 1999. It starts and ends here in Hawaii. It's set from the 1930s to the 1960s. I got permission from Kiana to adapt it into a play with jazz music. I've had a couple of workshops of the script. Now I'm working with a sound designer, André Pluess, to add some jazz music to it. What I really want to do is bring it to life here in Hawaii, but I probably won't get it produced by an arts org here. I think it will require different kinds of collaborations.
I've been doing a lot of studying of solidarity economics and learning a little bit about worker cooperatives, but I'm just a baby student right now in these practices. So, what's swirling in my mind is that I don't want to form an institution, an organization. So I'm wondering… Is there a way that I can bring this project to life using elements of alternative economies and worker cooperative methodologies and somehow bring it to life with other artists?
This is me trying to write out and draw what this could look like.
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